Car got  a flat tire so i missed therapy, gotta bring my car into the shop tomorrow, gotta go to a rescheduled therapy appointment in the middle of the day and miss work or pay them $80. Kind of flipped out, did some self-harm stuff worse than I have in a long time. Work is mad stressful, I just have a LOT to do and I'm not sleeping well and having to work a lot of 9-10 hour days.

The good news is that I'm getting close to releasing a new version of the SCA, gonna get proper photography lights. my twitter account has 5x as many followers now as at the start of the year (we're now up to about 150), and I made friends with a bunch of cool neuroatypical trans peeps.

This winter is grinding down my ability to cope though, and cannot end soon enough.