Actual Grr:

So after a ~2 week hiatus, I took one vyvanse pill on Sunday (my scrip is 3/day), and had an amazingly productive day. Thinking I'd be cautious, I took one again yesterday. It worked during the day, but after I got to work it wore off and what I can only describe as withdrawal symptoms started kicking in. Mild ones, to be sure (they culminated with me walking into oncoming traffic on the way home :/ ), but enough to get me to do stuff. Specifically to swear off this crap entirely, and seriously (re)consider whether I ever want to be on stimulants again.